I met up with Anna wednesday lunchtime and we had lunch round her house! Not done that in soo long, was great! Talked about Terry a bit, although I was getting kinda fed up of talking about it to everyone so didn’t say too much. Terry was texting me all day, saying “it took all the mistakes to realise I really do love you, missed you so much, only wanna be with you!” wasn’t quite sure exactly what to believe but this sounded good, so agreed to meet up with him that night. Me and Anna made a date this Sunday to watch Shrek 2 together 🙂 yay
Well, I met Terry Wednesday night. I’ve never seen him so happy to see me, he wouldn’t stop hugging me and kissing me and stuff (even though I refused to kiss him for a while!) don’t know if it was because of all the proplus he’d taken to make sure he wasn’t tired or if he really was happy to see me! I was (still am) very pissed off at him for everything he’s done but I genuinly believe he is going to make an effort for us to be happy again. So when he asked me back out, I said yes. I know – I’m a mug!
Since then it’s been pretty much back to normal, saw him Thursday night as well. We had a few arguments already but that’s mainly my fault for keep bringing up what happened (I can’t just forget about it!) but from now on gonna make a fresh start and try not to bring up the past! Will be better when we move, away from Lynn and all the crap that is here! Can’t stand it! lol.
Meeting him tonight, we were going to go on a ‘date’ but I haven’t got any money and he’s quite skint too 🙁 oh well! We’re gonna watch a film round mine and pretend we are at the cinema, heh
Seeya, Shaun xx
[PS. I found a hilarious site “the infinite cat project” .. great idea! Dan will love it]