Umm…. why is he sending you texts when he is drunk? Does he think the drinking is somehow going to take away the problem he has caused between you guys? I may not know much about relationships and love stuff, but I do know you are not a loser or a stalker and you definitely are not a twat, so you shouldn’t feel like that, it’s just that you care for people, which is one of the cool things about you 🙂

Besides you guys can’t split up, you got too much on together, and you love each other way too much to let something so small get in the way. I think he should not get drunk, and go online, phone and you guys make up properly again and that he should stop being so mean. And he shouldn’t worry about you mentioning him in your journal, I’m sure if it was reversed and it was his journal, he would be mentioning you all the time as well. (What is he ashamed or something?)Plus it’s affecting your revision, so he needs to be yelled at for that as well. Not happy about you not eating, so PLEASE start eating properly again, as I don’t want you getting sick again.

Big Hugs for you guys exams, not that you’ll need any luck, cause you’ll ace them big time.

Mark