Poor Shaun,

You didn’t have a good feeling about Monday night – and you were right.

Yes, I do agree Terry doesn’t have any right to tell you what to write in your blog, but I feel it does affect him if people you both know read it. He is not as open as you are and probably feels threatened by it. It could be a great tool for him to use (if he were a communicator – and most guys his age aren’t) as your feelings are out there, but he either can’t or doesn’t want to. The parents being away could be a good opportunity to sort things out with him. Away from everyone – you have nothing to loss – give it ago. DON’T worry about next years living arrangements. Those sort of things have away of working themselves out and Uni is a whole new world with a whole new lot of people – thank god! Talking to drunks (especially abusive ones) is never a good idea, you get hurt and they often can’t remember what they said or did!

I hope I haven’t come across tp preachy (I’m just trying to give a honest comment), let me know if you are sick of me and I’ll leave you alone!

I tried to access you deviantArt – they wouldn’t let me in without your password. When I tried an independent search I got ‘due to overwhelming demand searches are limited to subscribers only for the time being.’ Lots of love Mia x